I’ve just gone through and deleted my queue. I’m saying goodbye to this blog forever. As long as I want, I could sit here and continue to lie to myself and others and say that this helps me. But from coming from a place of joy, to seeing this, I can tell you that it doesn’t help at all. It gives me a reason to remain in the depression and only causes extremely dark thoughts. It sparks ideas. It’s not something that I need to have, or other people need to be looking at. I understand other people are stuck in this stage- as I was for the past few years. But it’s time to realize I’m worth so much more than this and so are each of my followers. There is a way out and it’s important that you know that. No matter who you are- no matter what your past consists of- no matter what kind of family life you have- you deserve love and you deserve to know your worth.
You don’t have to go through something traumatic to have a story to tell.
You don’t have to have an eating disorder to be seen.
You don’t have to self harm to be heard.
You matter and people do see you and they do listen.
if anyone needs someone to talk to, my kik is melwalla and I’d love to talk. but I’m deleting my tumblr before I fall back to the major depression and suicidal thoughts this consists of. I am worth so much more and so are you.